Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Cycle Number 35, Well Hello.

Needless to say, our 34th cycle and first Injectible and IUI cycle is indeed a bust. :-( I was awoken an hour early by the horrid cramps thanks to all the excess Progesterone my body was getting in preperation for the implanted embryo... Oh well.

Here's to a month of self pity. Self wallowing. Mourning. And moving onwards...

7 comments:

Making Babies said...

If it were up to me you would get a beautiful BFP just in time for your birthday!!!

((HUGS))

Cathy said...

Gosh darn it!!!! I'm totally going to get in my car and run over stupid aunt flow. Doesn't she know she's not welcome?!?! So frustrating.

Michele said...

Damn. I'm sorry. :(

squirrelgirl said...

Bah humbug.

Anonymous said...

This blows. So sorry to read that this cycle didn't work.

Ray and Chrissy said...

I wish I had something to say that didn't seem trite or, worse, like pitty.

I do know how you feel though (regarding you previous post). I know the very same thoughts waved through my mind and at each new "annoucement" I thought to myself "this is so unfair." I wanted to be happy for others in my heart but it was so hard because of the intense heartache I felt.

Then finally, like a storm cloud passing I just let it all go. I decided that my marriage to Ray wasn't worth ruining (not that it was in danger or anything) over having a baby, no matter how important it was to me. I had to let it go and just accept whatever plan God had for me. I know you've done the same thing.

We all have burdens to bear, I am sorry that this one is yours. I am sorry that this is so difficult and so painful. It breaks my heart that it hasn't happened for you yet.

You and Charles are in my prayers. Just keep the faith babe. I know how hard it is!

Martha said...

Here from LFCA, so sorry.